Free!

Finally,I know what to post.I guess my blog had been for quite some time.Well,in one word,LAZY!

Serious man!I just want to go shopping for dresses.Plus I’ve lost about 4 kg due to some stupid relationship problems that made me cry?Gees,THEY ARE FINALLY GONE!You know,and I am more mature in this matter.As in,last time I would have go to my youth leader and sms and spam his email or some sort of crazy sms.But then,yea.I didn’t.I know he’s busy.Aiya,he is always busy.Plus,he said that I’m a big girl and I can solve my problems myself.SO yea,I AM A YOUNG LADY now. XD I thank God for seeing me cry.Haha,not really cry lah.If you have been reading my blog and you know what has happened probably you’ll cry harder than me!Sigh,those girls..I have no comment.

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SO yea.Yesterday I dreamed about him and them.I know it’s wierd but yea,I pray they will talk to me sooner or later.When the time comes or like……………………………………………..dunno..

Dream 1 – Like most of the conversation

Me: You have problems ah?
Guy: How do you know?
Me :Well,I don’t know.It’s just that I haven’t talk to you for awhile
Guy: Yes
Guy: SO how are you?
Me :Fine..
Guy : hahaha..good to hear
*sorry.I am too lazy to type the whole conversation.It’s amazing because I still remember the words.*

Dream 2 – A group meeting

Me : hi…………………………..*wanna run away*
Everybody : Oh Joanne!How we miss you!Come come,take a sit
Me : Okay……………………………. *huh?Why are they sooooooo friendly ah?”
The rest of the dream is a secret…………..I won’t write it here because I’ll get into much trouble later.

So yea.I guess this is it.Today I’ll be having Physics Biolody and Chemistry.Tuition tuition tuition…………….Sigh.How I wish I could stop for a week or two.Plus I have to brush up my BM and BI.And HISTORY! *sigh*

Till then.How I wish I can drive……………
CHURCH!HAC! *sigh* I need transport lah!

Speechless.I don’t know what to say.Unpredictable is one word.

Sit far far…
Sit far far…
Go for different class…
Sit far far…
Sit far far…
Go for different class…
Sit far far…
Sit far far…
Go for different class…

The Blessing song

The Blessing Song by Dennis Jernigan
May the Lord answer you in the day of your trouble!
May the name of the Lord be your strong mighty tower!
May He grant you your heart’s deepest dreams and desires!
May He answer each time you call!
May He pour out the blessing of heaven!
May you cast your cares on Him and daily fall!
May you live to see your children’s children!
May Lord Jesus be your All in All!
May the Lord Jesus Christ satisfy beyond all measure!
May His Word light your path!
May His Peace guard your heart!
May your days be filled with gladness, joy and peace through any sadness

Filled with love that will not depart!
May your strength be renewed like the eagle!
As you run the race may joy flood every part!
May your memories all be sweet in each parting!
May the peace of Christ rule your heart!
May His word be to you health and life, joy and treasure.
May your home be a light. May the Lord guard your ways.
May the Lord be your shepherd.
May His goodness and mercy follow after you all your days!
May His mercies be new every morning!
May His grace and Holy Spirit help you stand!
May you live your life to die for the gospel!
May you hold to His unchanging hand!
May the Lord answer you in the day of your trouble!
May the name of the Lord be your strong mighty tower!

I hope you guys like this song as I do.Thanks to Josiah! =)

I will try my best.

I will try my best to help you.

I really hope being your “sit-beside” friend,I’ll be able to help you with all I have.I pray,both of us will be friends and later best friends in t class.When I have to be super kind,I will.When I have to be super evil,I will.But I don’t bite.I am a friend of you,right? [although I hardly talk to you.]

Why don’t you let me say something.Thanks.
This girl from t class likes you.She kinda expect me not to talk to you.You know,action speaks louder than words.She kinda told me that she wants me to back off you.She thought you like me and she also thought that I’ve accepted you love.Actually you don’t even like me,we didn’t talk for long.I don’t have your number and so do you don’t have my number.And why would you want to like me?I am ugly and fat,your school girls are far far more pretty than me.Agree?

I’ll try my best if you need any help.I won’t reject you.I won’t reject A FRIEND like you.God bless ya!
Love,Joanne.

Love sick

I am having love sick now.. crazy right? I also think I am crazy! When you say you’re in love nevermind,but what if somebody loves you?And you kind of a friend to them? HUH?!

1 Corinthians 13:4-7 (New International Version)

 ⁴Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Get what I mean?I could have just ask him straight away and just annoy him off,but I can’t!He had already planned everything for me,I must go through the obsticles!And love does not delight in evil,that means if we love that person AS A FRIEND we should not be evil or bad to them.Get what I mean?I am just stuck between a guy and a girl! *temptation is bugging me to join him* AND I WILL NOT GO WITH HIM! thats why I am here now,writing the verses and remembering them well.

歌 林 多 前 書 13:4-7 (Chinese Union Version (Simplified))

 ⁴ 爱 是 恒 久 忍 耐 ， 又 有 恩 慈 ； 爱 是 不 嫉 妒 ； 爱 是 不 自 夸 ， 不 张 狂 ， ⁵ 不 做 害 羞 的 事 ， 不 求 自 己 的 益 处 ， 不 轻 易 发 怒 ， 不 计 算 人 的 恶 ， ⁶ 不 喜 欢 不 义 ， 只 喜 欢 真 理 ； ⁷ 凡 事 包 容 ， 凡 事 相 信 ， 凡 事 盼 望 ， 凡 事 忍 耐 。

I should end with a song.

Open the eyes of my heart,Lord

Open the eyes of my heart,Lord
Open the eyes of my heart
I want to see You
I want to see You.

Open the eyes of my heart,Lord
Open the eyes of my heart
I want to see You
I want to see You.

To see You high and lifted up
Shining in the light of your glory
Pour out Your power and love
As we sing
Holy Holy Holy!

2 Timothy 2:22

2 Timothy 2:22
“Run from anything that stimulates youthful lust.Instead,persue righteous living,faithfulness,love and peace.”

The only thing I can say is READ THE BIBLE.I believe only God’s word can save me from this “love and affection” problem now.

Sigh~

Why me?There are more girls thinner and more cute than me.But why he only talks to me?I am fat,you know!FATTY than has butter fingers and etc!

WHY?!
WHY?!
WHY?!

I don’t want more.I just want to be friends like usual.

WHY?!

A different place of worship.

Today I didn’t go to FGA,instead I went to Kepong Gospel Hall for meeting.I mean,youth meeting.
It was all in mandarin and oh well,I had to use mandarin to read the verses.But I did learn new words,thank God.
The recovery youth was totally different from what I have expected.

罗马三章二十三节
Romans 3:23 “For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God”

罗马三章十至十二节
Romans 3:10-12 “As it is written: There is no one righteous,not even one;there is no one who understands,no one who seeks God.All have turned away,they have together become worthless;there is no one who does good,not even one.”

罗马五章十二节
Romans 5:12 “Therefore,just as sin entered the world through one man,and death through sin,and in this way death came to all men,because all sinned.

The meeting was boring because I knew it all.Not to mention those messages,I know everything!It’s like my Sunday School in Selayang.But I sat there,studied a few thingi with them and read my Physics,Chemistry,Biology,Science..

I think that’s all for today.Sunday.Bye!

I don’t know who to trust anymore

Our Father who art in Heaven
Hallowed be Thy Name
Thy kingdom comes
Thy will be done
On earth as it is in Heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
Forgive us for our debts
Just as we forgive our debtors
Lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil
For Thy is the kingdom
The power and the Holy Spirit
Forever and ever
Amen!

The rapture and great tribulation

I think I’m going to share this in school on Monday,follow by Tuesday till Friday.

Notes and Explaination will be given. =)

I hope no one gets the mark of the beast “666″.

Friday

I’ll let the pictures do the talking. =)